hey there . lily here updating for MR ZHAPPY -.-"
his blog really look dead . omg . since his lazy , i'm here to keep his blog ALIVE ^^
& yes , he OWE me something .
I guess he's really fine ? haha . idk . anything just ask him aite . byeeee ^^
turnbacktime ;; 5:10 PM
Friday, July 10
Im going to abandon my blog for few days . * TAKE NOTE *
Somehow , I lost someone who is everything to me and meant a lot to me on 8 july ):
I know I gotta move on . Haishhh );
Thank you for everything .
You showed me what LOVE is all about .
Thank you for caring and showering your love to me .
I appreciate for what you have done towards me .
everything was not only your fault .
i was the one who believed in too much
when i knew that i couldnt be the one .
we can never be , i suppose .
i will miss those sweet messages ,
i will miss those 3 words ,
I will miss your gunduness you used to give me ,
i will miss those funny2 words we used to use .
I will miss the time where we pretend not to know each other .
I will miss your chats .
I will miss otp with you .
its hard for me to get over this .
i thought i could but yeahh , i couldnt .
i'm only left with memories which i'm still holding
on to and forever will ):
i miss you
Sorry if I ever hurt you .
Sorry that i always argued back .
Sorry if i've made you not in the mood.
Sorry if I’m always the one making problems.
Sorry that I always think negatively .
Sorry that i never entertain you much.
Sorry if im such a burden to you.
Sorry that we didnt get along well .
Sorry if im the reason for your problems
Sorry if I maybe wont be treating you the way I used to
Sorry that I couldn’t managed to spend more time with you.
Sorry that we turn up this way.
Sorry if i didnt prove you how much i care.
Sorry that you have been tolerating with my attitude .
Sorry if I’m a lousy person to you.
if its a goodbye , then probably i'll hold on to those memories
that we once had , even the bitter ones .
your my best girlfriend I ever had .
Thank you once again .
Take care and I hope you will find someone who can replace me ; who is muchmuchmuch better than me .
Santa , if I could have a wish ,
All I could ever wish was to turn back the time ):
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turnbacktime ;; 6:10 PM
Tuesday, July 7
I dont know why actually . Days past and we're drifting apart .
Many problems occured ever sincer we're drifting apart .
I know , you have sacrifice a lot for me .
Thank you . But today , it gonna change everything .
Whatever Im gonna say here , that doesnt mean my love change or fade .
I did asked your friends for opinion and they all said the same thing .
I have realised , I have hurt you day by day .
Im SORRY . I didnt realise until your friend told me .
Since then , I did reflect what I had done towards you .
I admit , I did lots of bad things towards you and Im sorry .
I didnt even care about your feelings .
I appreciate your care when I said Im gonna die somehow .
Finally until today , I realise that you meant A LOT to me .
You are everything towards me . Im sorry .
I know I lied ALOT because I dont want you to worry about me .
I know you have been crying a lot for me .
Stop worrying about me , im gonna be fine .
I dont want to see you , hurting day by day .
NO ! I want to stop all this .
You said , break up cant solve all this .
Yes , I know . I cant think of anyway except for breakup .
I know , we can find a solution to the problems but , I dont want to see you hurting anymore .
Im sorry . I did love you till now .
I may not be the perfect guy for you .
Everybody too , make mistakes cause we're human .
I know , but ...
Baby , online soon . I have something important to tell you . ):
Baby , Im gonna be very serious .
I dont want to lose you but , I have to .
I cant do the decision cause I think that I will end up losing and hurting people around me .
Whatever it is , IM SORRY ! :'(
I love you for who you are not what you are .
You meant a lot to me .
Your my everything
You cheered me up when Im feeling down .
Thankyou baby . Iloveyou <33
Labels: im sorry bby
turnbacktime ;; 10:37 PM
Sunday, July 5
When boredom strikes . OMG OMG OMG !
Anyway , this picture was taken on 10 July fyi .
Finally , Im gonna reply my tags :D
reply tags :
5 Jul 09, 18:07
liyana :D: HELLO ^_^ HAHAHAHA !
Zaddie : heyy ! haha !
5 Jul 09, 13:20
Maherah: getl well laaa !
Zaddie : I will :D
5 Jul 09, 13:13
Acaahhbelo: Hey thereeeee . Haha . ey ingat ahk smlm ? siak je eh. And btw , thnks eyy beb ey hunk . Lol . k tc . :)
Zaddie : heyy ! haha , igt uhh . anw , your welcomee ! you too !
5 Jul 09, 11:36
kiekie: heyys . just bloghop ((: btw , last lonq with eur gerils aites ((: tc !
Zaddie : haha , ouhhh ok . thanks :D you too !
5 Jul 09, 10:14
Akyd: kau att nan sape siaah ? ingatkan dh break ? HAHA ! padan padan biar padan . :D LAST LONG EH NAN DIRA ! aku mcm siak eh ? haha ! purposely siaa
Zaddie : liyana :D haha , well , no . stop it ehhs . thankyou :D
4 Jul 09, 23:59
liyana :D: heyy . i love you , bby (:
Zaddie : heyy , i love you too bby ! :D
4 Jul 09, 16:21
Dira Hawtstuff: Hey Hawtstuff. I miss you
Zaddie : heyy , i missyouu too i bet ?
4 Jul 09, 13:36
Akyd: mcm siak eh,dh tron,tk dtg.chibai per kau nye"bby" ? fyi,your not att to her eh((:
Zaddie : haha , stop it lurhh . im att with her !
1 Jul 09, 22:24
Acaahhbelo: hello samdol. ^^ last long ngn yana okayy ? jage die baik tau samdol . hehe. ^^ k bye ! :)
Zaddie : well , heyy ! haha , we will . allright , i will !
1 Jul 09, 18:05
иαηα: Heyy. I was here. Haha. meaning im replying your tagg. haha.
Zaddie : heyy , aitee . haha yeaah !
30 Jun 09, 22:01
nunubintanqq: hey zaddie (: wanna wish ya all the best in eur relationship . Happy 1st month dhat is today . may your love last lonq always (: . Congrats to zaddie n liyana .
Zaddie : thanks ! hahaa . okayy . we will :D
30 Jun 09, 21:43
liyana :D: happy monthsary :D
Zaddie :D : Happy monthsary to you too bby :D
29 Jun 09, 09:08
ashaa: oie! i was here :D HAAAAAAAAA
Zaddie : haha , okayy ! HAHA !
28 Jun 09, 02:37
Akyd: life's complicated uh zaddie ? i know XD HAHA ! tkper , hidup kau penuh dgn pompuan,tu pasal . HAH ! Chill eh brother .
Zaddie : well , no lurhh . haha , yeaahh ! allright ! :D
27 Jun 09, 15:56
Maherah: eh , where you go ? there's smth we want to ask you abt . quite important . online soon ? where are you anw ?
Zaddie : i went to aus . haha , ok . ask uhh .
27 Jun 09, 04:01
liyana: i miss you laaaa , bby ):
Zaddie : i miss you too bby ):
26 Jun 09, 22:41
Boiispade: zaddie , amacam kau?haha!
Zaddie : im fineee , gerek as per normal .
26 Jun 09, 21:11
nunubintanq: hey zaddie ! nice blog aitez , link me up (:
Zaddie : heyy , thanks . okay ! i will . soon aite :D
26 Jun 09, 19:08
Maira: i need to tell you smth , urgent . online quick !
Zaddie : Well , allright . you didnt even tell me . haha !
25 Jun 09, 21:49
Rabiaa: zaddie cabut eh ? omg ! hahhaa , last long hunk . hahahha , kekek siaak !
Zaddie : haha , yeah . well , thanks babe . we will !
25 Jun 09, 13:15
Akyd: sape siol passerby?mcm mane dia tau nie semue? even M.M dont even know.
Zaddie : well , i dont know . that's why !
24 Jun 09, 23:35
passerby: zaddie,anak dato johan kan?haha,siape tk kenal kau?anak orang kaya.matrep terkenal united brothers.kau tau naseb kau besok.enjoy your life for the last time....haha!
Zaddie : who are you ? how did you know ? im not . fcuk you !
24 Jun 09, 21:52
Maherah: zaddie look like matrep ? haha , admit laaa . you are a matrep fyi ! ahahaa , last long ehh :D
Zaddie : haha , i dont . im not . thanks , we will !
24 Jun 09, 19:04
Guest: Bible Exposition!
Zaddie : ouh ok !
24 Jun 09, 18:33
liyana: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA !
Zaddie : hmm , haha !
24 Jun 09, 17:49
mei: bt u look like matrep!
Zaddie : you aree ? really ? but , im not . :D
24 Jun 09, 12:28
Akyd: zaddie , get well soon & last long with your girlfriend yaw :D
Zaddie : thanks Akyd . We will :D
22 Jun 09, 22:08
Ashreeq: get well soon zaddie . dont backout eh , thankyou
Zaddie : okayy , i will ! allright .
22 Jun 09, 20:26
liyana: get well soon bby .
zaddie : okay . thanks ! i will !
22 Jun 09, 18:58
Maira: i update already :D get well soon aite zaddie .
Zaddie : okayy , i will . thanks eh .
21 Jun 09, 17:49
liyana: hey . lets just forget wht happened okay (: ignore whtever they say . somehow , i'm wrong too . whtever it is , iloveyou (: & i miss you soooo muchh !
Zaddie : aitee bby . im wrong too . iloveyou bby ! imissyoutoo bby .iloveyou bby ! :D
21 Jun 09, 13:32
Maira: zikri , " im a belo ok ." wth . HAHAHA .
21 Jun 09, 13:31
Maira: im back , when gonna be ur turn eh cik abang ? haha , i bought smth for you like you instruct me too . i want my things too ! anyway , zikri step caring leer . i gotta agree with maherah .
Zaddie : hmm , cool . im back already . really ? ok . let's meet soon ! hah , yes !
20 Jun 09, 19:41
Zikri: im not *
20 Jun 09, 19:41
Zikri: biee,dont look down on me . i can do better than zaddie.im a belo ok.ECP trip jadi i think? biee , stop it eh . im more romantic than zaddie. thankyou (:
Zaddie : haha , well , yeaah . yes lurh . no lurh , tk jadi whaat , i thought ?
20 Jun 09, 18:52
Maherah: eh cik abang , cepat balek leeyy . i cannot contact you like wtf . i like your poem thingy dkt " my another half " roamntic siaaahh <33 if only ZIKRI beylowrq do like thaaaat ! hahaa . no offence eh
Zaddie : haha , im back already . pp8 low . sorry . really ? hah . well , thanks yeah ! im sure he can do better !
20 Jun 09, 18:51
Maherah: aku tau aku pandai . tk perlu diberitahu ehh akyd boiiboii :D ECP outing jadi taak ? tell leehh , im going overseas soon yknow . anyway , akyd , tkmo step fierce laah -.-
Zaddie : haha , kembang eh ? haha ! tk jadi per . haha .
20 Jun 09, 12:49
Akyd: haha,at least ade org agree dgn aku.cepat balek uh bro . and maherah , your right :D pandai pon kauu . jangan backout . tau sial naseb bile kau backout
Zaddie : haha , okayy , im back already . wahh , maherah pandai ! ok ok .
19 Jun 09, 20:53
Maherah: biee tag ke per ? -.- alaa , dorang agree dgn who ure att kan ? betul taaaak ? jgn backout uhh . thankyouu :D
Zaddie : haha yeahh , well , yes . i dont . haha . welcome :D
19 Jun 09, 13:13
Zikri: makkawww ! backout?no way!haha,aku pon agree dgn drg:D
Zaddie : haha , no lurhh . really ? omg .
18 Jun 09, 19:49
Maira: i saw my name XD anw , eee . PINK . EVERYTHING IS PINK . YOUR PICTURES . EEE . ! Zaddie is gay ?joking . like finally . you update a proper post :D
Zaddie : haha , yeaaah ! well , not really . yess , im not a gay :D yeahh , finally !
18 Jun 09, 19:17
Raikha: eh eh , what's with the agree thingy ? i also want to agree XD i think i know why . maira kekek uh . dettol :D
Zaddie : haha , i have no idea . no lurhh . haha , dettol ~
18 Jun 09, 17:41
Rabiaa: Zaddie ! Chill uh brother . relax uh . dont forget competition's driving near ! so must chill all the way ! eh , i have to agree with Akyd&Khai . no offence eh *shockface*
Zaddie : okayy , i try . haha , yes yes. really? omg . haha , im att to liyana once again :D
18 Jun 09, 17:18
Maira: ler,proper updates please.im enjoying myself. have fun!
Zaddie : okayy , haha , nice to hear that . soon yaw !
18 Jun 09, 14:19
Khai: eh zaddie,kau join M.M?Biar betul.Aku kene agree with what Akyd said.
Zaddie : noo laaa , okk . haha , im att to Liyana fyi :D
17 Jun 09, 22:13
Maira: you told me to update when you didnt ? gundu ! hah , dettol XD yeah , im going tmrw :D
Zaddie : ohh , sorry , haha . dettol , yeaaah ! okaay , have funn :D
17 Jun 09, 17:48
Akyd: kau maen blog ? hah . i thought ure att to .. ?
Zaddie : yeaah , i play . im att to Liyana . haha ! :D
16 Jun 09, 18:31
baby gal star: ello zaddie...nie baby gal fiqah uhk...i change nick haha...btw,nice profile though..k uhk gtg...bye
Zaddie : heyy , ouh ok . thanks . byee !
16 Jun 09, 13:51
Dirasancheq: Helloh matrep (: Imy uh hawtstuff
Zaddie : Heyy !
15 Jun 09, 20:42
Maherah: oh hey ! new blog kepeee ? anw , we didnt dance today . it was somehow cancel :D come back quick . there's competition yknow at vivo next week i think ? i heard from ryry . zhappy , last long ehh ^.^
Zaddie : uhh , ahh , okayy . really ? ouhh , thanks , we will :D
15 Jun 09, 17:28
Maira: i was here :D goodluck to you yaw . haha .
Zaddie : heyy , thanks tauu :D
Labels: im sorry
turnbacktime ;; 8:13 PM
Saturday, July 4
Helloww :D Something happen today that cheer me upp . Thanks ehh , Dira hawtstuff((((:
Wednesday { 1st july }
Didnt went to school because of dearest . End up , waking late :D Texted U.B & hawtstuffs and told them not to come to school . Instead , we trained to Jurong Point & watched movie . And oh yeah , it was somehow postponed till 9pm . We went to LJS to have our lunch & went to Jurong East since it was postponed . Half of U.B went to library to _____ (: Somehoww , I didnt follow but , went to Mcdonald first before going to Jurong East to onlineeee <33 . Somethings happen and yes , we were pissed off . I dotn wanna elaborate that much . Then , watched movie and totally forgotten about oral which was on the next day . Peduli apeee kiterang eh ? Then , after watching movie , went to town and lepakked . Anyway , the movie which was , ghost of girlfriends past was F.A :D
Thursday { 2nd July }
Somehow , dearest manage to wake me up and yeaah , went to school with U.B . Hell yeaaah , we're almost late by few minutes . Late once , detention . I dont wanna elaborate much about school anyway so yeah , went to Fuhua sec for our malay oral . While I was waiting for my turn with U.B , I somehow reflect on what dearest said . I kept thinking of her and I did cry eh ? U.B , you know , I know , we know XD I talked mostly in English , said bad words & didnt ans questions . Yessaaa ! I know Im gonna fail but who cares ? :D Off to library and problems occured . I dont wanna elaborate on that . I dont know what U.B did but I only know I fall asleep in the library due to tiredness and body achings .
Friday { 3rd July }
Well , I was late to school but manage to come to school just in time . Well , promised dearest to meet her ? School was fun , I bet , with hawtstuffs & U.B around me :D Well , I was pissed off with my Biology teacher :X Somehow , he sucks ! Dont you think so ? School ends at 4 and U.B accompanied me to Jurong Point . End up , stopping at Jookoon since all of us were fast asleep. So , we bussed to Jurong Point and I dont wanna continue from there onwards . I only wanna say to dearest that U.B & I did went to KFC at 9.30 pm . I know we're late but still , we did came . Think whatever you want but , Im not her . Thankyou :D
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turnbacktime ;; 2:43 PM