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Friday, July 10

Im going to abandon my blog for few days . * TAKE NOTE *
Somehow , I lost someone who is everything to me and meant a lot to me on 8 july ):
I know I gotta move on . Haishhh );
Thank you for everything .
You showed me what LOVE is all about .
Thank you for caring and showering your love to me .
I appreciate for what you have done towards me .
everything was not only your fault .
i was the one who believed in too much
when i knew that i couldnt be the one .
we can never be , i suppose .
i will miss those sweet messages ,
i will miss those 3 words ,
I will miss your gunduness you used to give me ,
i will miss those funny2 words we used to use .
I will miss the time where we pretend not to know each other .
I will miss your chats .
I will miss otp with you .
its hard for me to get over this .
i thought i could but yeahh , i couldnt .
i'm only left with memories which i'm still holding
on to and forever will ):
i miss you 
Sorry if I ever hurt you .
Sorry that i always argued back .
Sorry if i've made you not in the mood.
Sorry if I’m always the one making problems.
Sorry that I always think negatively .
Sorry that i never entertain you much.
Sorry if im such a burden to you.
Sorry that we didnt get along well .
Sorry if im the reason for your problems
Sorry if I maybe wont be treating you the way I used to
Sorry that I couldn’t managed to spend more time with you.
Sorry that we turn up this way.
Sorry if i didnt prove you how much i care.
Sorry that you have been tolerating with my attitude .
Sorry if I’m a lousy person to you.
if its a goodbye , then probably i'll hold on to those memories
that we once had , even the bitter ones .
your my best girlfriend I ever had .
Thank you once again .
Take care and I hope you will find someone who can replace me ; who is muchmuchmuch better than me .
p/s : im trying my best to forget you but I couldnt .
Santa , if I could have a wish ,
All I could ever wish was to turn back the time ):Labels: its over);
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